Im really down and cant talk to any1 about it.?
I feel like crap all the time and its all to do with how I look. I used to be slim and pretty but since I had my second child 2yrs ago things have changed I’ve hardly lost my baby weight and it kills me to look at myself in the mirror I have stretch marks nearly everywhere and a massive belly full of flab! I hate my teeth and have had braces nearly all my child hood and they didn’t work, I have hayfever all year round which makes my eyes itch so much they are always red and dry and that’s been goin on for the last 2yrs and too top it all off I’m just starting to get acne! Its horrible and I’m never happy. I’m getting married in Barbados in May 2011 and can’t even look forward to my own wedding as I’m worried about spending 3wks in the sun when I can’t even wear a decent swim suit or any nice clothes. My sis in law will be there and she’s just had her second child and is already in shape for her bikini I can’t bare the thought of her looking at my belly wondering why its so big. I go to the gym when I can but its hard to with two children and its also hard to buy healthy food when its so expensive. I just want to cry all the time and can’t sleep I’m up now typing this and its like gone 2am I’m not looking forward to my own wedding. Am I depressed? I don’t talk about it as I don’t want people to fink I’m crazy and selfish. I kno I’m healthy and I’m thankful I just want to feel happy within myself for me and my family and I can tell my children know I’m stressed! Any help or advice on diet plans or anything? I would really like it thanks.
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dude, I gained four kilos in the last month and you’re saying you think your fat over two years? i find that insulting.
you can wear a one piece too
First, it’s natural to feel sad and unhappy with yourself in a culture that puts so much pressure on women to look slim and beautiful, but does not: 1) provide them with equal physical training that males receive to stay healthy, and 2) accept the idea that women’s bodies change as they store fat necessary for human reproduction. You look as you should, womanly and voluptuous. This is the way womyn should look after creating life. You are creative and your stretch marks are your battle scars, scars for having GIVEN life. Embrace them. If it makes you feel better, go out and splurge on a one-piece with a light, filmy skirt (some look like ballet flounces). And buy some flowing, diaphanous dresses to wear to the beach. Pair these with sparkly flip-flops and some nice jewelry. You’ve earned it. You are a life-giver. Be proud.